Everyone expects you to be successful. I KNOW I will be successful, but what happens when other people's expectations do not match your own? I love my mother but I am not sure if both of our goals are compatible or if I even know what I would define as success.
Is it money? Many people believe that money does not buy happiness, but instead leads to a more comfortable and predictable life. This sounds splendid, but I do not think I want a predictable life. A lot of money sounds great, but if it is in a boring office setting for 40 hours a week in which you never get to enjoy the spoils of your hard work is it a life worth striving for? I believe not. I've been rich (for a college student) and poor several times, and I've found out that I've actually been happier with less money. I was making over $400 dollars a week at a tomato packaging plant. To me this was an ungodly amount of money as it was my first job ever. However the conditions were horrible and I nearly lost my hand. I spent the rest of that summer stacking boxes and promised I would never return. I don't even make $400 a month at my current job, but it has allowed me to devote more of my time and energy to things I do care about such as internships, clubs and spending time with family.
So what do I want to do? I watched a wonderful video that asked how I would live if money weren't a concern. It made take a very introspective look at myself and what I really get a buzz from. After letting this question simmer for a while I've condensed my passion into three things: writing, travel and spontaneity. Writing has been a passion of mine for as long as I can remember. From kindergarten to college I have always been gravitate by the art of speaking on paper, and would love to do so for the rest of my life. Travel is my newest love and it is a flame that is impossible to put out. My family never had the opportunity travel as we came from a field labor background, but college opened the door to the rest of the world. I traveled to Europe upon graduation and was blown away from the immensity of the world and all of it's beauty. I have also traveled to various conferences around the country and am addicted to meeting new people and places. It is this insatiable thirst of new experiences that drives me to live a life of unpredictability. Variety is the spice of life, and I feel comfort in chaos. I function better when handling a million things at once and the more I add to my plate the more efficient and satisfied I feel.
It will be interesting to read this ten years down the road and find out whether I choose to follow the safer, smarter route of becoming a highly paid public relations practitioner or do something daring such as become a world-traveling writer for National Geographic. Either way, I want to live life to the fullest.